Gramma’s screen door

My grandmother and Uncle Ben in front of her screen door.

 My gramma’s screen door
Janelle Meraz Hooper

  I fondly remember the worn-out screen door at the house my mother shared with my grandmother in Oklahoma. Vulnerable to weather patterns that alternated between scorching Southwest sun and torrential rainstorms, the screen hung on its worn hinges, frame warped and hinges rusty. The old wood frame, warped and in need of repair, hadn’t seen a fresh coat of paint in—well, never! The only mechanism it had for opening and closing was an old spring so stretched out that it sagged and barely functioned. Sometimes, it needed to be nudged to close. The door never had a latch; it stood unlocked, welcoming all who approached.   

That old door appealed to me because of what it stood for: family. Each time I visited, I heard the bottom of the door scrape on the wooden porch all day long as it opened and closed. Scrape, scrape…no one knocked. If we were at the back of the house in the sunroom, our friends and relatives called out a joyful hello as they came down the hall. During the day, any of number of relatives could come in to visit with us. The dress code was come-as-you-are with the women often wearing the latest casual fashions from the mall, and the men mostly in plaid shirts, jeans, and Western belt buckles.

They stopped by on their way to church.

They stopped by on their way to the store.

They stopped by because they were “in the area” to see if my grandmother needed anything.

Usually, the women brought something with them. In the summer, it could be strawberry ice cream or strawberry pop, both favorites of my grandmother. In the fall, they brought wild pecans or persimmons, harvested on the reservation.

During the week, the men stopped by on their lunch hour and brought their empty stomachs.

Most summer mornings, as a cool breeze danced through the rusty screen, my grandmother put on a big pot of coffee and an even bigger pot of pinto beans. If the screen door opened before the beans were ready, she’d whip up a quick batch of tortilla dough that she cut in strips, twisted, fried, and sprinkled with granulated sugar. Grandmother had made the coffee treats for years and she was so fast they seemed to appear magically on a big platter in the middle of the dining room table.

Once, Uncle Benny came in and found a living room filled with relatives. He quickly looked around and asked, “Where’s Inge?” Inge, the wife of one of my cousins, had terminal cancer. My cousin Hilbert had married her years before during a tour in Germany with the army.  Hilbert replied he had left her at home so she could rest. “Go get her. She should be with us!” my uncle urged.

Off Hilbert went, clear across town to pick up his wife. Inge walked in and my uncle greeted her as if the party was in her honor. He made a space for her to sit next to him in the crowded room and wrapped his arm snugly around her.  Without missing a beat, he reached into his bag of stories and had her laughing so hard she forgot all about her illness.

How I envied Uncle Benny’s and everyone else’s storytelling skills. Once, after one of our Hispanic-style powwows, my Aunt Norah pulled me aside and asked me why I had become a writer. She said we’d never had one in the family before. I told her that everyone in our family was a storyteller and the only difference between them and me was that I wrote my stories down. Laughing, she quipped, “We aren’t a family of storytellers. We’re a family of liars!”

The way I saw it, their tales qualified as an art form. Besides, in each story, at least a smidge of truth could be found—somewhere! And if not, what did it matter? My family loved and cared for each other, especially when things got tough. Who could want anything more?      

My Grandmother
Some of my grandmother’s visitors
More visitors!

Most of them are gone now. Whenever I think of them, I swear I can hear that screen door…scrape-scrape…lazily opening and closing all day…

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Samie’s Secret, a short story

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Samie’s Secret

See the book: Free Pecan Pie and Other Chick Stories

Janelle Meraz Hooper

In the night sky, stars as big as snowballs danced around the moon as it came
up over the pond behind Samie’s aunt and uncle’s motel. Even with the beauty
around her, the young college graduate was uneasy sitting on the screened-in
back porch that looked over the water. Inside, she could hear the laughter of
the annual family reunion. She knew she’d have a long wait before she could
talk privately to her parents. It was a shame to have to spoil such a beautiful
evening by making them unhappy, but she was out of time.

At the front of the motel, her little nieces and nephews ran barefooted
through the trees, around the pink crape myrtle bushes and over the grass.
Each had a jar in their hands to collect lightning bugs.

With nothing else to do, she looked around the back porch. The only shiny
things on it were the stacks of pop that were used to replenish the vending
machines and the new turkey fryer her uncle had gotten for Christmas. Everything
else had been around for years and had a homey, burnished patina. Strangely,
she no longer felt comfortable in the stability the porch represented.

Inside, the rest of the grownups played pinochle or cribbage on the scattered
tables in the motel snack room. Every year, Homer and Lou closed the
business for a few days so the family could get together. The relatives paid the
going rate because her aunt and uncle weren’t rich, but it was a lot more comfortable
place to get together than going to one of their homes, none of which
had enough beds for the whole family. The families all chipped in for the food,
and Thelma, the motel restaurant’s cook, fixed all of their meals. The dishwasher,
who was on summer break from the local college, worked for tips. This
perk gave the women a rest from cooking and washing dishes, and the kids
were thrilled to be able to choose whatever they wanted from the restaurant
menu.

This was Samie’s first family reunion since she’d graduated. The school she
went to in the east was so expensive that she’d had to work during the last few
family get-togethers.

Tonight, after everyone went to bed, she’d talk to her parents. She was sure
they wouldn’t like what they were going to hear. Her stomach ached, and she
thought she might actually throw up. Her mother had been looking forward to
her coming home to stay as soon as she got her degree. Samie was sure she
wouldn’t take the news well. Her father would nod, say nothing, and rattle the
keys in his pocket. That’s what he always did when he didn’t like what he was
hearing. Walk up and down in front of everyone and jangle his keys.

The games started to break up, and Samie almost thought the evening was
over, but her Aunt Bess brought out a hefty watermelon and called the kids in
for dessert. Uncle Hal got out a big butcher knife and started teasing the kids.
“How big?” He’d ask, marking a tiny slice with the tip of the knife. “This
big?” The child would giggle and shake his head no.

“This big?” He’d ask again, scratching a line in the rind bigger than half the
watermelon.

“No,” the child would giggle again.

Laughing, Samie’s uncle cut a perfect piece for every child and sent them
out to the porch to eat it. The grown-ups lined up to get more modest pieces
and refill their coffee cups.

The watermelon was so ripe and juicy that its smell wafted out to the porch
where Samie waited for the perfect time to tell her parents what she was going
to do with the rest of her life.

The first thing she had to tell them was that her wedding was off. Moreover,
she would not be moving back to her hometown.

Next, she had to tell them was that she was not going to settle for the boring
life of a nine-to-five office job. There was a whole world out there, and she
wanted to see it all.

The last thing she had to say was, before she came to the reunion, she’d
joined the Army. She knew the news wouldn’t go over well. Their little darling
in the Army? After six years of college?

Everyone was beginning to drift off to bed. One after the other, doors to
motel rooms opened and shut softly. This was the moment she’d been waiting
for all night.
“Go Army! Be all you can be!” Samie chanted under her breath. She just
hoped she’d live through the night so she could get on the bus for Ft. Benning
in the morning.


This is one of the stories in my short story book, Free Pecan Pie and Other Chick Stories, Amazon and others, PB & Kindle. Published by iUniverse.

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I love you, Porgy, don’t ever leave me! A memory

My Uncle Emmett

I love you, Porgy, don’t ever leave me!
Janelle Meraz Hooper
www.JanelleMerazHooper.com

The only thing that prevented my mom and I from being homeless when I was in the third grade was the house my Uncle Emmett had purchased for my grandmother. I’m sure he never thought that his gift to his mother would result in her throwing open the doors to the whole family. But that’s just what she did. Anyone who needed a place to stay for a few days crashed at my grandmother’s. My mom and I stayed the longest. Nowadays, I read in the newspaper about families living in their cars. My mom didn’t  have a car. I don’t know what would have become of us if my grandmother hadn’t let us move in.

I didn’t have much in those days. Mom had been forced to throw away my rock and seashell collections. I had some dolls in a cardboard box at the bottom of my closet. I was up to ninety-nine of them before we had to get rid of them. Most of them were very small, not much bigger than my little finger. But one day, they were gone. I can’t remember ever asking why.

That left me with my clothes that hung in a small closet, a toothbrush in the bathroom, and a stack of library books that I was allowed to keep on the floor in the living room. That was it. And I was glad for it; I can’t remember ever complaining.

Anyway, I didn’t need toys. I lived mostly in my head: I was going to go to Broadway and become a star. I had few talents to achieve my goal; I was a so-so actress and a worse than that dancer (much worse!). When I wasn’t planning my big career, I sat on the floor and read my library books.

My uncle Emmett, who was dean of men and a math teacher at the local college, lived with us. I never saw a lot of him; he was very busy! One day, after school, the door to his bedroom was closed but he wasn’t home. I didn’t think anything about it. I quietly went into the kitchen and grabbed a cold tortilla and settled down on the floor in the living room with my books.

That evening, my Uncle called me into his bedroom—I couldn’t remember ever being invited there before. The first thing I saw was a brand-new, shiny stereo cabinet against the wall. It was one of those that had stereo and radio in a wooden box almost the size of a coffin. That’s why my grandmother had closed his door, to protect the stereo! I stared at it with my mouth open, I’m sure. I had never been so close to something so beautiful!

But wait, there was more! My uncle picked up a stack of albums and handed them to me. I was afraid to touch them but he assured me that I was welcome to come into his room when he was gone and listen to his records whenever I wanted. I looked through the stack of albums in a daze: Porgy & Bess, South Pacific, Annie Get Your Gun, Flower Drum Song, The King and I!

I took very good care of that stereo and the albums. I always sat on the floor—never on my uncle’s furniture—and never, ever took food into his room. Not even a peeled carrot. If anyone would have asked me where heaven was, I wouldn’t have hesitated before pointing toward my uncle’s room.

I’ll never forget what he did for me. “Got no mansion, got no yacht. Still I’m happy for what I’ve got. I got the sun in the morning and the moon at night…” (from Annie Get Your Gun)

Thanks, Uncle Emmett.
Janelle